Prologue
Not in living memory - not even among the oldest Jedi Masters
- could they remember a Padawan who was as gifted as Anakin
Skywalker. He could have advanced through his Temple training
in half the time it had taken him. From the beginning, he had
been far beyond his classmates in lightsaber skills and mastery
of the Force. Yet in matters of the heart and mind, he still
had much to learn, as Yoda continually pointed out.
His teachers had known how gifted he was, but they gave him
the same drills and assignments as the other students. They
knew he was bored at times, but it was important not to single
him out, not to treat him as special.
But Anakin was special, and they all knew it. The trouble was
that he knew it as well.
He had been a unique case from the moment he entered Jedi training
at the Temple. For one thing, he had been allowed to enter despite
having passed the usual age. For another, he had been chosen
as a Padawan by Obi-Wan Kenobi from the start. While the other
students wondered when they would be chosen, and by whom, Anakin's
destiny was assured.
Obi-Wan watched Anakin's progress with an eye that was both
loving and careful. In one hand he held Qui-Gon's faith; in
the other he held Yoda's caution. There were times it was hard
to balance these two powerful influences.
On the morning of Anakin's thirteenth birthday, Obi-Wan had
presented him with his Padawan gift. It was the gift that Qui-Gon
had given Obi-Wan on his own thirteenth birthday, a Force-sensitive
river stone. Obi-Wan was ashamed to remember how he'd been disappointed
by the gift. He had been so young. He had wanted something significant,
something like the gifts other Padawans had received - special
hilts for their lightsabers or cloaks made from the lightweight,
warm wool from the planet Pasmin. Instead, Qui-Gon had given
him a rock.
Yet that present had turned into his most valuable possession.
The smooth black stone glowed with heat against his heart. It
had warmed his cold hands on many planets. It had nestled inside
a tiny pocket his friend Bant had sewn in his tunic, close to
his heart.
It was hard to give it up. But somehow he knew Qui-Gon would
want him to.
Unlike Obi-Wan's first reaction, Anakin's face showed deep appreciation.
Then his expression clouded. "Are you sure?" he asked. "This
was given to you by Qui-Gon."
"He would want you to have it, as I do. It is my most treasured
possession." Obi-Wan reached out and closed Anakin's fingers
over the stone. "I hope it will be with you always to remind
you of Qui-Gon and myself, of our deep regard for you."
Anakin's smile lit his face. "I'll treasure it. Thank you, Master."
In many ways, Anakin was more openhearted, more generous than
he had once been, Obi-Wan thought. He was sure that though there
was a great weight on Anakin due to the prophecy, that Anakin
would do well.
Now Anakin was fourteen. He was an able Padawan who had already
proven himself on several important missions. Yet there was
one thing that nagged at Obi-Wan. Anakin was liked by the other
students, but he had no close friends. He was not loved.
Obi-Wan told himself that Anakin's gifts naturally set him apart.
But in his heart, he grieved for Anakin's loneliness. He was
happy for Anakin's skill and growing command of the Force. But
he wished a simple thing for Anakin. It was something he could
not give his Padawan. It was not a gift he could hand over,
like a well-loved river stone. He wished for a friend.
Chapter ONE
Anakin made his way down an alley deep below the gleaming surface
of Coruscant. His Padawan braid was tucked inside his tunic,
his lightsaber hidden in the folds of his cloak. The Jedi were
treated with great respect everywhere on Coruscant - except
for here. Close to the planet's surface, there were those who
matched their contempt for good society with their need to hide
from it. Everyone was equal here. Equally despised.
Even air taxis didn't descend this far. It had taken him over
an hour to walk down the descending ramps, since the lift tubes
were often nonfunctional. If only he had an airspeeder! Then
these raids could be done in half the time. But Jedi students
didn't have access to their own speeders. Not even Padawans.
Technically, he wasn't supposed to be outside the Temple at
all, not without Obi-Wan's permission.
Technically is just another way of saying you are breaking the
rules, Obi-Wan would say. Either you obey a rule, or you do
not.
He was devoted to his Master, yet sometimes Obi-Wan's earnestness
could really get in the way. Anakin didn't believe in breaking
Jedi rules. He just wanted to find the spaces between them.
Anakin was well aware that his Master knew of these midnight
jaunts. Obi-Wan was amazingly perceptive. He could sense a shift
in emotion or thought faster than a split-parsec. Thank the
moon and stars that Obi-Wan also preferred not to hear about
his midnight trips. As long as Anakin was discreet and didn't
get into trouble, Obi-Wan would turn a blind eye.
Anakin didn't want to trouble Obi-Wan, but he couldn't help
himself. As the night wore on and the Temple settled down, as
the Jedi students turned off their glow rods and settled down
for night meditation and sleep, Anakin just got restless. The
lure of the streets called him. There were projects he had to
complete, droids he was building or refining, parts to scavenge,
rusty treasures to uncover. But mostly he just needed to be
outside, under the stars.
Only those of us who have been a slave can really taste freedom,
he sometimes thought.
His favorite scavenger heap was down here, in the dark underbelly
of the city. The glow lights were seldom repaired and the glittering
lights of the city above didn't penetrate down this far. This
was where the junk dealers dumped their unwanted heaps - the
stuff even they couldn't sell. It was left in smoking, stinking
gray piles for the lowest of the low to pick over.
Fights often erupted at these scavenger heaps. Anakin had been
lucky to avoid the squabbles that could end in violence. In
addition to the desperate, there were bands of Manikons, a tribe
from a planet lost long ago to a civil war so devastating it
had caused the small band of survivors to flee to Coruscant.
Now the Manikons survived by their wits and their weapons. They
were perfectly willing to fight to the death over a rusty hydrospanner.
Anakin slipped among the smoky piles. Normally he avoided this
particular junkyard, but he had a difficult tech problem with
a malfunctioning droid, and he had exhausted all his other venues
for finding what he needed. He knew that his Master looked at
his tinkering with droids and tech devices as a waste of his
time. Maybe it was. Anakin didn't care. He had come to realize
that he needed to occupy his mind in order to stop the voices
in his head. The voices that doubted he'd ever be a great Jedi
Knight. The voices that told him he'd abandoned his mother.
. . .
Anakin shook his head. Working on the droids was the one slender
thread that connected him to his childhood on Tatooine. It was
a frayed thread he was not willing to snap off completely.
The smell came to his nostrils, a mixture of smoky metal and
something unpleasantly organic, the residue of food or waste.
He tuned it out as his gaze eagerly swept the rubble.
He was grateful for his Jedi training. His eyes were sharp,
even in the shadows. He did not want to risk a glow rod. It
was dangerous to advertise your presence here. Better to act
as a shadow.
He kept his eyes trained on the ground as he walked. Sometimes
parts dropped off the giant hydrolifts that were used to transport
the junk. He had uncovered some great finds by kicking through
the dirt and debris beneath his boots.
Ah - a circuit, almost completely intact. Anakin rubbed it against
his tunic, not caring about the crusty dirt that left a dark
stain. He tucked it in his belt. And here - part of a hydrospanner.
He could always use that, just in case he broke the ones he
had. Cheaper to fuse an old one than to look for an intact one.
He scanned the heap ahead of him. One of his goals was to assemble
his own small power terminal in his room so that he would not
have to hook up to the Temple's terminal in order to power his
droids. The more he stayed out of sight with his hobby, the
better.
There - he could see it on the top of the heap. Could it be
a motivator circuit board? Yes - if he could just manage to
Force-jump up there without sending the assembled heap of junk
tumbling. He scanned the side of the heap for a good landing
site. A battered piece of durasteel seemed to rest solidly on
the junk beneath it. If he landed softly, he should be able
to balance on it long enough to swipe the piece. He was a Jedi,
and his balance was perfect. Anakin jumped.
He landed a bit harder than he meant to, and with a little too
much pressure on his right foot.
You're not a Jedi yet.
He heard Obi-Wan's gentle, admonishing tone in his ear even
as he scrambled to avoid sending a small avalanche of parts
back down the pile along with himself.
Willing his muscles to stay flexible and his mind focused, he
balanced carefully on the durasteel and eased out one hand .
. .
Only to see another hand appear from the other side of the heap,
reaching for the same part. No doubt it was a Manikon.
He wasn't about to let one Manikon come between him and a new
motivator. Anakin threw himself forward, but he miscalculated
how unstable his footing was. Part of the heap began to slide,
taking him along with it. He felt something or someone grab
his ankle.
He crashed backward, at the same time reaching out to grab at
the creature holding him. He felt some fabric in his fingers
and held on. Together, the two of them banged and slid down
the heap. Anakin smashed against sharp objects and bumped against
durasteel and chunks of ferrocrete, still furiously hanging
on to the scrap of fabric while his ankle was still held securely
in the creature's grasp.
At last they hit bottom. Anakin wrenched his foot away and sprang
to his feet, ready for battle. The other creature did the same.
The hood of the creature fell back, and Anakin found himself
face to face with a fellow Jedi student, Tru Veld.
"What are you doing here?" Anakin hissed angrily.
"That was my part," Tru answered.
"I had my hand right on it." "I was reaching for it -"
"And thanks to you, it's lost now."
Suddenly Anakin spotted the part on the ground between them.
It must have slid down along with them. He pounced on it.
"It's not lost now!" he cried, grinning.
"Give that to me, Anakin," Tru said, his slanted silver eyes
gleaming. Tru was a humanoid species, a native of the planet
Teevan. His skin had a silvery cast, and he was tall and lanky.
Teevans were exceptionally flexible and could bend in surprising
ways. Anakin suddenly remembered that this quality had made
Tru very good at fighting.
"I'm not afraid of you," Anakin said.
"Of course you're not," Tru said in a disgusted tone. "I'm not
going to fight you for it. I'm waiting for you to do the right
thing."
Anakin frowned. There were times he forgot he was a Jedi. For
a moment, he had been the slave boy on Tatooine, still bound
by the rules of play on that harsh world. Those who find, keep.
Those who hesitate, lose.
He wasn't a slave boy. He was a Jedi.
"I have a protocol droid with a bad motivator," Anakin said.
"I really need this."
But Tru wasn't listening. He was squinting into the darkness.
"Now we're in for it," he said in a low tone. He signaled to
Anakin. A short distance away, Anakin saw a clump of moving
shapes. Manikons.
"If we're very quiet," Anakin murmured, "they won't spot us."
He took a step back, and his foot kicked a piece of durasteel
scrap. It landed against another piece of junk with a loud clang.
"Is that what you call quiet?" Tru hissed.
The Manikons turned. They saw the Jedi.
"Maybe if we don't move, they won't come at us," Anakin breathed.
The Manikons surged forward.
"Interesting notion," Tru said. "Got any other ideas?"