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Let me begin by extending my heartfelt congratulations
to my fellow Newbery and Caldecott winners, past and present. And to all
the hardworking, dedicated authors, illustrators, and librarians among
us, please know, you are all winners, we are all winners. Because your
work makes a difference. I celebrate every one of you.
For those of you who are wondering, here is the truth.
Winning the Newbery could give a person heart failure. Even now, months
after Ellen Fader phoned my once so quiet apartment overlooking the
Connecticut River, even now my heart thunders when I think of that phone
call.
I can't tell you how many hours of my childhood I spent
tucked in a corner of the Enoch Pratt Free Library, devouring books,
particularly Newberys. And look at me now. Members of the ALA, members
of the Newbery committee, do you have any idea how extraordinary it is
for me to be standing here, on this occasion?
There are so many to thank. My zadi, who sold his ticket
on the Titanic and took the next boat over, my bubi Sara, my mom, Fran,
my aunts, Esther and Bernice, my whole delicious family. A legion of
dedicated teachers and librarians. My writing groups. My prince of a
husband, Randy. Kate and Rachel, my extraordinary daughters. Katherine
Paterson, my unwitting mentor. Brenda Bowen, my dazzling editor. My dear
friends at Henry Holt and Puffin Books. The terrific team at Scholastic,
led by Dick Robinson, Barbara Marcus and Jean Feiwel. And my inspiration
for OUT OF THE DUST, Lucille Burroughs, who stared out at me from the
pages of LET US NOW PRAISE FAMOUS MEN, imploring me to tell her story,
even if I had to make it up.
I was told once that writing historical fiction was a bad idea.
No market for it. I didn't listen. I love research, love dipping into
another time and place, and asking the tough questions in a way that
helps me see both question and answer with a clearer perspective. OUT OF
THE DUST is my third historical novel. In the first two, Rifka Nebrot
and Hannah Gold brought me back to my Jewish roots. But Billie Jo Kelby
brought me even deeper. She brought me back to my human roots.
I can't think about roots of any sort without thinking
of my husband, Randy. We have had nearly thirty years together, to
listen to each other, to learn from each other. Among his many gifts,
Randy has a marvelously green thumb. I, unfortunately, do not.
Once, accidentally, I watered one of Randy's favorite
house plants with vinegar. The plant looked thirsty. I thought I was
doing my husband a favor. I didn't know the bottle held vinegar until I
had soaked the soil, until the sharp acid filtered down through the rich
dirt toward the roots. The plant died. It couldn't have done otherwise.
The innocent substitution of one liquid for another...it
happens. In OUT OF THE DUST, when Billie Jo's mother reaches for the
pail, she thinks she, too, is reaching for water, pouring water to make
coffee. She doesn't realize her mistake, that she is pouring kerosene,
until the flames rise up from the stove.
Readers ask, could such a terrible mistake really
happen? Yes. It happened often I based the accident on a series of
articles appearing in the 1934 Boise City News.That particular family
tragedy planted the seed for OUT OF THE DUST, as much as the dust storms
did.
Let me tell you. I never make up any of the bad things
that happen to my characters. I
love my characters too much to hurt them deliberately, even the prickly
ones. It just so happens that in life, there's pain; sorrow lives in the
shadow of joy, joy in the shadow of sorrow. The question is, do we let
the pain reign triumphant, or do we find a way to grow, to transform,
and ultimately transcend our pain?
The first traceable roots for OUT OF THE DUST reach back
to1993 when I took a car trip out to Colorado with fellow author Liza
Ketchum. When we entered Kansas something extraordinary happened. I fell
in love. I had never been in the interior of the country before. Our
first day in Kansas we experienced a tornado. I watched, awe struck as
the sky turned green as
a bruise and the air swelled with explosive energy. The second day in
Kansas, we walked in a town so small it didn't have a name. It grew up
beside a railroad track and never fully pulled itself from the earth.
The wind never stopped blowing there. It carressed our faces, it
whispered in our ears. The grass moved like a corps of dancers. The
colors were unlike any I had ever encountered on the east coast or the
west. And the sky and land went on to the horizon and beyond.
It took me three years to internalize that experience
enough to write about it. I had been working on a picture book in which
a young inner city child longs for rain. My writing group loved the
language but had problems with the main character's motivation.The
question, as it usually does, came from Eileen Christelow. She asked,
"Where's the emotional line here? Why does this child want it to rain so
much?" I later captured the motivation, the emotional line of that
picture book, even to Eileen's satisfaction, but at that moment,
instead, my mind slid precipitously back sixty years to a time when
people desperately wanted rain, to the dirty thirties.
A week or two later, Brenda Bowen, during a phone
conversation, asked what I was working on. Either she should stop asking
or I should stop answering. I know it's not good for either of us. When
I replied I was researching agricultural practices on the Great Plains,
the silence on the other end of the line was deadly.
"Oh," Brenda said at last. But then she said "oh" again,
and this time it had a decidedly up side to the end of it. Not "oh,"
like "oh, no." "Oh," like "oh, yes." Brenda trusted me. She had faith
that if I was excited by dust, there was a good chance she, and
ultimately, young readers, would be, too.
But how could I recreate the dust bowl? I was born in
1952, in Baltimore, Maryland. What did I know from dust? I knew alley
dust, I knew gutter dust, but what did I know of dust so extensive it
blew from one state to another, across an entire nation, and out over
the ocean where it rained down on the decks of ships hundreds of miles
out to sea?
I phoned the Oklahoma Historical Society and asked for
help. I'd found, in one of the very dry treatises on Plains agricultural
practices, a reference to the Boise City News, a daily paper published
in the Oklahoma Panhandle during the period in which I was most
interested. The Oklahoma Historical Society confirmed that there had
been such a paper. I asked if I might get copies of it. Yes, they said,
it was available on microfilm. So off went my check to purchase the
film, and when the package arrived, with giddy excitement, I rushed to
my local library, and took possession of the microfilm machine,
proclaiming it my exclusive property for weeks, while I dug in and lived
through day after day, month after month, year after year of life in the
heart of the Depression, in the heart of the dust bowl. I saturated
myself with those dusty, dirty desperate times, and what I discovered
thrilled me. I had thought it never rained during that period.
In fact it did. Only rarely did the rain do any good.
But it did rain. And through
that grim time, when men jumped to their deaths from tall buildings and
farmers shot themselves behind barns, I discovered there was still life
going on, talent shows, dances, movies. Daily acts of generosity and
kindness. Living through those dirty years, article by article, in the
pages of the Boise City News, supplied the balance of what I needed to
recreate credibly that extraordinary time and place.
I gave the manuscript to my daughters first. A novel in
free verse, I didn't know if anyone would understand what I was trying
to do. But both Kate and Rachel handed the limp pages back, hours later,
their eyes welled with tears. Okay, I thought. They must have understood
a little bit. I revised the manuscript based on Kate and Rachel's
comments, and gave it next to Liza and Eileen. They asked a lot of
questions, but for once they didn't ask about emotional line. I revised
the manuscript again, according to Liza and Eileen's comments. The next
time I sent it to Brenda Bowen. She phoned after reading it.
"Agricultural practices on the Great Plains?" she asked. And then she
laughed. And I felt that first flush of joy. But still there was shadow.
I knew how much Brenda had loved THE MUSIC OF DOLPHINS. "Could you love
this as much?" I asked. "When it's all finished, could you love it as
much?" And Brenda never hesitated. "It'll be great," she said. That's my
Brenda. "It'll be great."
"But I want you to think," she said. "What is it about,
really. What is going on with Billie Jo and Daddy, what is going on with
Billie Jo and Ma. And what is going on with Billie Jo herself?"
And I knew. It was about forgiveness. The whole book.
Every relationship. Not only the relationships between people, but the
relationship between the people and the land itself. It was all about
forgiveness.
I began my literary life as a poet. When I was expecting
my first child, my ability to focus on the creation of poetry diminished
as my need to focus on the creation of human life increased. For
seventeen years my brain continued to place the nurturing of my
daughters above all other creative endeavors and I forsook poetry. Not
that prose is easy to write. But for me, at least, it required a
different commitment of brain cells, a different commitment of energy
and emotion. Part of my mind always listened for my children during
those years. And that listening rendered me incapable of writing poetry.
But something inexplicably wonderful happened. My daughters grew up.
They reached an age of independence and self possession that for the
first time in seventeen years permitted my brain to let go of them for
minutes, hours at a time, and in those minutes and hours, poetry was
allowed to return and OUT OF THE DUST to be born. I never attempted to
write this book any other way than in free verse. The frugality of the
life, the hypnotically hard work of farming, the grimness of conditions
during the dust bowl, demanded an economy of words. Daddy and Ma and
Billie Jo's rawboned life translated into poetry, and bless Scholastic
for honoring that translation and producing OUT OF THE DUST with the
spare understatement I sought when writing it.
I have so much respect for these people, these survivors
of the dust, the Arley and Vera Wanderdales, the Mad Dog Craddocks, the
Joe De La Flors. I discovered Joe in WPA material on the Internet and
wove him in, a Mexican-American cowboy, hardworking, unacknowledged. I
put him up high in the saddle where he belonged, where Billie Jo could
look up to him.
Occasionally, adult readers grimace at the events
documented in OUT OF THE DUST. They ask, how can this book be for young
readers? I ask how can it not? The children I have met during my travels
around the country have astounded me, with their perception, their
intelligence, their capacity to take in information and apply it to a
greater picture, or take in the greater picture and distill it down to
what they need from it.
Young readers are asking for substance. They are asking
for respect. They are asking for books that challenge, and confirm, and
console. They are asking for us to listen to their questions and to help
them find their own answers. If we cannot attend always to those
questions, to that quest for answers, whether our work is that of
librarian, writer, teacher, publisher, or parent, how can they forgive
us? And yet they do, every day. Just as Billie Jo forgave Ma. Just as
Billie Jo forgave Daddy. Just as Billie Jo forgave herself. And with
that forgiveness Billie Jo finally set her roots and turned toward her
future.
Often, our lives are so crowded, we need to hold to what
is essential, and weed out what is not. Reading historical fiction gives
us perspective. It gives us respite from the tempest of our present-day
lives. It gives us a safe place in which we can grow, transform,
transcend. It helps us understand, that sometimes the questions are too
hard, that sometimes there are no answers, that sometimes there is only
forgiveness.
Hodding Carter said, "There are only two lasting
bequests we can hope to give our children. One of these is roots, the
other wings." Ellen Fader, members of the Newbery committee, members of
the ALA, from the girl who devoured Newberys in a corner of the Enoch
Pratt Free Library, thank you.
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