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My Thirteenth Winter
by Samantha Abeel
Excerpt:
I sit cross-legged on the edge of my bed. My mom sits on my floor
with the flash cards fanned out in front of her. I am bored with
math in school and bored and disappointed that my mom has decided
to make me practice it at home. She, however, is excited by the
prospect of working on math with me.
The first card she holds up is 5-2=____. I look at the card and
its red-tinted symbols. I remember minus mean to take way, but nothing
else holds any meaning. My mind is blank. I fight to compute the
numbers but my brain feels as if it is searching through empty file
cabinets. Mom sees the vacant look on my face.
Refusing to ruffled, she assumes her pest patient teacher attitude,
clears her throat, and lays five cards down on the carpet. "Now,
what happens when I take two of these away?" With a sweep of
her hand two cards disappear. My brain struggles to retrieve the
answer and comes up empty again. I take a tentative stab at it.
"But now you have three cards," my voice hesitant and
confused.
"Right because
" Mom lifts her eyebrows, poised for
an answer.
I don't know. I don't have an answer.
"Watch, I'll do it again," she says, still maintaining
her patient confidence. Once again, my mom lays five cards in front
of her. "Ok, how many cards to I have in front of me?"
I count them. "Five."
"Good. Now, how many do I have left after I take two away?"
"But
now you have three cards," I say again, bewildered and confused.
I honestly don't understand. I hear a subtle change in my mother's
voice, something that makes it sound tighter, a little more forceful.
She leans forward now, more intent. I move from my place on the
edge of my bed down to the floor in front of her, separated from
my mom by the red backs of the flash cards.

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