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Kissing
the Rain
by Kevin Brooks
Excerpt:
Every morning for the last week there's been a guy in a Volvo
340 parked at the end of our road. Same guy, same car, same place,
same time every Day. 8:25 in the morning. End of the road, on the
other side, parked behind number 9's crapped-out Transit. An F reg
Volvo 340 old and gray and scratched and dirty, with bust-up doors
and green stuff growing on the trim. The guy in the car's kinda
old and grayish, too. About 50, I guess. Raincoat, hat, glasses,
ratty little moustache. He don't DO nothing, just sits there, looking
like he's sposed to be doing something. One Day he's waiting
for someonereading a newspaper. Next Day he's got a clipboard.
Then he's fiddling with a map or a bag or a pack of cigs or something
It's pretty creepy, and I don't like it much-but what am I gonna
do?
Knock on the window, say "who're you?"
Tell the cops?
Watch him? See what he does?
Follow him?
How?
On my bike?
Nah
I ain't gonna do NOTHING, am I? I'm gonna walk on by every
Day and wonder what's up. I'm gonna get to school and think about
it
but not too much, just a bit
cos mostly I'm just gonna
ease on through the Day, soaking up the absent RAIN, making the
most of it, wallowing in the silent drought. I'm gonna eat, sit,
drink, listen, walk
all nice and easy
Math, Engerlish,
break, Sinckers, Biology, sex, sniggers
lunchtime
mash,
beans, pork, fruity pie and custard for afters, pile it on, pile
it up, pile it in
and the Day goes on
Frech, Phyics, break,
Twix, Math again
and the afternoon dims, and I'm smiling inside
cos it's nearly time for the bridge. It wont be long
soon soon
soon
and then I'm walking back through the village, half-looking
out for Bradynot that I really WANNA see him, but
yeh, all
right, I WANNA see himand there he is, look, bent over a brick
wall at the back of the shop getting a face full of dog shit
getting
it good from Dec Bowker and the boys
and there's Jicky Collins,
giving me the wink, like I'm on THEIR side now
and I dunno
what to do
cos hald of me's sad for Brady, but the other half's
glad for me
so I just stand there for a bid, half-watching
em, half-thinking I oughta do something
but I know I
ain't got it in me
I ain't got the GUTS
So I just start walking again.
Halfhearted.
I walk on by with my eyes down.
Back home the Volvo's gone and everything's NORMAL. House, bathroom,
bedroom
go upstairs and get changed
big check shirt, big
hoody hood, big pants
go downstairs
and the kitchen's
hot with the smell of friend eggs and bacon and chips and beans.
Dad's sitting at the table snorting at Carol Fordaman's hair, and
Mum's wiping chip-fat sweat from her face.
"How many you want, Moo?" she says.
"How many what?"
"Eggs."
"How many you got?"
Dad laughs
coughs
turns red. He wipes his mouth and
coughs again.
"All right?" he asks me.
"Yeh."
"Hungry?"
"Yeh."
We eat to the sound of coughing and Countdown.
He's something, my dad. I ain't sure what, exactly
but he's
something all right. Too much for now. Too much for this.
Too big, too many stories, too much to tell. But I'll tell you this
much. He might no be perfectin fact, come to thing of it, he ain't
nowhere NEAR perfectbut he's MY DAD, and he's always THERE. No
2 ways about it. HE don't SAY much , and he don't DO much, and he
don't make a big FUSS about nothing, but he's always been there.
Always
for as long as I can remember. And when I say always,
I mean ALWAYS. Not just evenings and weekends
EVERY SINGLE
DAY. Money-wise, I dunno how he does it. I mean, he ain;t never
had a JOB, exactly. He ain't never nothing with a NAME
you
knowlike Postman or Milkman or Accountant. He just
I dunno
he
just meets people now and then
does a bit of this, a bit of
that
know what I mean? He does enough to keep us going. Plus
there's always the welfare money he gets for his bad heart
which
ain't much
but, all in all, we do all right. I mean, we ain't
loaded or nothing, but we ain't exactly starving, neither. Well,
we're starving, but not in that kinda way. We ain't
starving cos we're poor-and-ain't eaten-for-a-week, we're just starving
cos we're FAT and HUNGRY and we WANT SOME MORE
So, anyway, there's some of Dad, as much as you need to know, and
there's me, and there's this mysterious Volvo guy
and then
there's the return of DI Callan.
And this is how it all comes together.

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