By: Shaquita E
Indiana, Grade: 8

It seems to be that what the world has to come im not really in the mode.I feel that my life isnt capeable to see what god has planned for me,everything aint realistic.If I had to pick I'll take everything i did wrong bad back cause god looks at the good an bad in your past time and takes it to the future.So why im ahead I am going to give to the people in need,give to the people thats not in need to see what comes to me in the real world.To be realisticed Im not ready to live out there on my own 'cause all the wrongs thats going on,My mama asked me was I ready to live on my own I told her yea but its not really even close.i asked myself that would I ever be ready to the real world,but i dont really know.I needs to step out of my baby ways and grow up cause my mother aint going to be there with me,Tell me would i ever find a boy that my whole family can except 'bout me,theyre is no color religions about me ill like them all they got to believe that they can make something out of themselves to become better in life as a male person.Im not going to lie about anything Im going to be with brandon no matter what he just turn 18th nd i just turned 16th.Mr. B his a good b.f and we got some kindda trust in each other i got he's back nd he got mine.Whta do I do when a boy tells me that he's goin to put my name on his neck???I told him to wait cause he might get it for nothing,for the looks of this B he's in love with me,but im not in love with him i told him we can just be real closet friends.I didnt want to tell him the only reason im not tring to date him is cause my mother told me i cant.But when that day comes B.B will be all mines.An ill hope that everybody excepted him like my mother and step dad does.