February 2, 1692
Dear Little Book,
As
I sit here curled in my covers, I glance out my window and
see the sun
begin to rise. And though it is morning, I am shaky from lack
of sleep.
That is because last night, at midnight, I went quietly out
of the house. I
had made a plan to go the courthouse and free Old Myr before
her hanging.
As I hurried down the road, wearing my shawl
closed tightly over my head
so no one would recognize me, I couldn't help but worry about
what would
become of me if anyone found out. Would the Lord punish me?
Or would I
be tried as a witch myself? I shuddered to think of the consequences,
but
continued on my way.
I suppose I hadn't though my plan through
entirely, because I wasn't expecting for there to be a guard
outside the jail. Being the strongheaded girl I am, I took
no heed and sat down behind some brush to ponder my situatation.
If I
went in through the window, I finally decided, the guard would
not see me
and I would be able to save Old Myr's life. And so I fumbled
in the dark
until I came to the window. As expected there was no guard
inside.
Thinking myself to be very clever, I raised
one leg and slung it over the
windowsill, into the room beyond. As I was about to do the
same with my
other leg, the first kicked against the wood-paneled wall,
and the sound
echoed throughout the jail. I struggled frantically to step
down from the windowsill so I could run away, but it was no
use. My boot was caught onto a piece of wood lattice that
was gracing the inner jailhouse wall. I heard the door bang,
and saw the figure of the guard standing in the open doorway.
"Who's there?" he called, and ran toward the window.
Thank God, I was finally able to free myself.
I tumbled to the ground outside the jail, and dashed back
home. Though I am saved, Old Myr is not. And she will be hanged
at noon today. I do not think I can bear to watch, so I will
not go to the hanging. Please, God, I beg of you, at least
let her rest in peace.